salah satu target da tercapai within 1 year. Alhamdulillah.
so sekarang tinggal hantar mama abah pegi haji. thats all i want in this life. nothing more than that. not a million dollar for me but for me to get married, haj for mama abah n to take a good care of my two babysis.
so here i am. 21 and a half. married to the man i loved. i'm blessed. bersyukur sgt sgt sgt tak tau nak cakap macamana.
there's always a stories behind every pictures.
no i didnt cry during nikah sebab nangis masa mak andam mekap.
pukul 8 start mekap. by the time pukul 9 something da settle da die tapuk tapuk bedak.
tiba tiba tertengok jam. tepat pukul 10. lagi sejam nak akad nikah. rasa takut gementar neves gemuruh sume bercampur baur. air mata menitis tanpa henti. mengalir macam tu ajee takde warning warning.
mak andam tu macam marah sbb abis mekap mahal die bazir tapi takkan la die nak tunjuk pulak kann.. die pujuk tanya kenapa nangis.. sbb masa tu nina ngan kak siti berdua je dlm bilik tak ade sesape n semua org rasanya tengah sibok bersiap cantikkan diri masing masing before majlis. terus cakap takut sume pastu kak siti cerita masa die kawin dulu macamana.. dengar je sambil try nak tahan air mata. lama jgak la dalam setengah jam macamtu.. pastu baru kak siti sambung mekap semula tepat jam 11pagi baru settle mekap. rasa nak tercabut pinggang duduk kat kerusi berjam jam mekap. janji ngan kadi pukul 11 start n rombongan lelaki pun on the way. terus sarung baju yg kotor trace manik pun x basuh selekeh sgt sgt n sarung tudung bawal chiffon beli RM15 ngan veil buat sendiri ala kadar. masa berlalu rasa cepat sgt kaki rasa tak jejak tanah.
Alhamdulillah sekali lafaz dan selamat bergelar isteri. asyik sengih sana sengih sini je pengantin lelaki ntah ape die seronok sgt pun tak tau la.
no, he didnt even get on his knees for me to marry him.
i'm easy like that. haha.
well, i only have my dad as the only man in my whole life before.
so sekarang ade dua orang lelaki penting dalam hidup.
i just want to be with this man for the rest of my life.
not just for a walk.
not for the night.
but for a lifetime.
and since i'm sooo tamak like that i just have have haveee to paksa him to marry me.
so here it is.
no cheesy proposal story.
haha.
