aiiyoo this guy

even if he's not there at my weakest moment

 he sent me this motivational lyric to make sure i dont give up

(other than blabbing ya-da ya-da why i cannot give up )

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out
Or looked down on
Just try your best, try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.

It just takes some time, little girl in the middle of the ride
(over, and over)
Everything, everything will be just fine (over, and over)
Everything, everything it'll be alright (alright)

Hey, you know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own (on your own)
So don't buy in.
Live right now
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough
For someone else

It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the
ride (over, and over)
Everthing, everything it'll be just fine (over, and over)
Everything, everything it'll be alright (alright)
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the
ride (over, and over)
Everything, everything it'll be just fine (over, and over)
Everything, everything it'll be alright (alright)

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out
Or looked down on
Just do your best, do everything you can.
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts, are gonna say

It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the
ride (over, and over)
Everything, everything it'll be just fine (over, and over)
Everything, everything it'll be alright (alright).
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the
ride (over, and over)
Everything, everything It'll be just fine (over, and over)
Everything, everything it'll be alright (alright)

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and thats just another reason why i'm soooo in love with u

Tak payah Boston sgtla

  kenapa lagi senang nak relate masalah kita dengan lagu? mungkin kah
1. suara penyanyi yang cam supportive gila cam shout ' i feel you bro '
2. slalu sgt rasa ' eh ehh cam tau je lagu ni tauu '
3. rasa cool yang amat bila kepala ada masalah tetapi masih mampu nak layan lagu lagu

atau mungkin.. 

sebenarnya hati kita lagi ringan nak nyanyikan lagu dari zikir?

#lessonlearnt #notetomyself

dengki mendengki

ini merupakan antara sebab musabab mengapa saya lebih suka memalsukan diri apabila orang bertanya itu ini.

I NEED TO STAY AS LOW AS POSSIBLE

how does it make u feel when there is random girl walking around with things that puzzle ur head thinkg how does she manage to have all that?
not happy? jealousy? simply because u dont think she deserve it.

bilamana rasa annoy with ED menandakan perasaan kurang senang akan timbul rasa dengki mendengki.
- macamana dapat tapak? mesti main kabel sebab tu dapat tapak
-macamana dapat modal?  mesti mak bapak gila kaya ni
- ni bisnes sendiri ke alibaba? mesti ada yang tak kena pompuan ni kena siasat ni
tu semua yang bermain dalam fikiran kebanyakan org, aku tau, cuma segelintir yang betul betul berani tanya soalan secara berdepan.

tak apa. faham..

ni ha contoh dengki mendengki wayar lampuku dicantas oleh manusia tidak bertanggungjawab

another reason why you need to start young

selain dari reason reason cliche yang lain, reason cliche/ mainstream nya ialah
anda bebas menggunakan org disekeliling semaksima mungkin!

at young age, its not what u know, but who you know. i get a lot of support because of m age. everybody are willing to lend a hand and advice. if i am not with my age right now, they would be trying to make me pay for every little things.

friends,
family,

others who are willing to support u

in my case, kawan kawan yang banyak membantu ingatkan pasal pelajaran, jgn lupa buat assignment walaupun kena mesin ayam setiap hari.
family yang sentiasa caring bertanyakan perkembangan, idea mencurah curah diberikan, loan tanpa interest boleh apply anytime, apa lagi nak?
uitm yang sentiasa memastikan perkembangan, memberi ruang dan peluang untuk bermain / bereksperimen / menimba ilmu pengalaman seberapa banyak yang boleh dari playground yang mereka bekalkan. bersyukur sgt.

pensyarah pensyarah yang bila call tanya satu soalann terus ajak jumpa nak explain lebih lebih lagi sampai tak tau sapa yang lebih bersemangat. terharu sgt.

one of the reason to start young

its never too late to start as its never to early to strike on your own.

always always always keep in mind that when you are good enough, you are old enough. ( tak payah nak life start at forty sgt la )

salah satu sebab musabab kenapa anda anda semua patut mulakan usaha sejak usia muda ramaja belia

reason 1

bersyukur dengan muka muda remaja belia tak bersukan. tak kisahla x ensem ke x cantik ke yang pasti raut wajah ni la yang patut disyukuri bilamana  
buat muka student bajet student lagi
seriouslu u gotta try this, people around you tend to either ignore you or pay attention to you right away.

situasi pertama :
membeli belah barang kedai, bila kat kaunter kena bayar amaun cth 6++ (over sgt tokok tambah hiperbola), makcik pakcik mesti penuh rasa curiosity sampai tak boleh tahan terus tanya soalan cliche seperti

- adik berniaga kat mana?
- banyaknya barang, berniaga ke?
tak kisah bertanya tapi untuk memendekkan masa bercerita remaja tuan punya blog ni lebih suka memalsukan diri jawab
- tolong beli barang untuk bos jerr

alasan: malas nak explain lebih lebih nanti curiosity mereka melimpah ruah

situasi kedua:
cara paling mudah nak dapat diskaun berganda menggunakan alasan yang mempu memberi impak besar dengan mengaku student
- saya ada program, kalau saya beli banyak banyak dapat murah tak?
berkesan setiap kali penggunaan

reason 2

people tend to feed you with every details and info as if you are suppose to suck everything in your head, just because u got that ' STUDENT' label kat dahi. pernah sekali pakcik pasar malam lepas explain bisnes die, die tanya ' ko ada blaja tak semua ni kat U?' nak je jawab
' tak pakcik, saya rasa nak cadangkan pakcik jadi pensyarah lepas ni'

the best reason

people will look amazed at everything you done. amik cth pertama kalau pergi kat makcik tadi cakap ada kedai, masuk tender semua, makcik akan berkata

' bagusnya muda muda berniaga '
yeaahhhhh i heard that a lot! 

thank u makcik really made my day


sebab reason di atas yang sgt lame, maka nya info di bawah disediakan untuk sumber inspirasi

Emil Motycka: From ‘Mow Boy’ to $135K

By the time he was in the eighth grade, at 13-years-old, Emil had taken out his first loan: $8000 to purchase a commercial lawn mower. He paid off his four-year loan in two years.
It was the beginning of Motycka Enterprises, LLC (now Emil’s Lawns) – a company which currently provides work for about 65 people in Northern Colorado. Motycka Enterprises offers everything from building and janitorial maintenance to lawn care, tree care, snow removal, and even Christmas light installation. The company helped Emil to earn $135,000 his senior year of high school.
Emil is currently a senior at the University of Colorado’s Leeds School of Business, in Boulder, Colorado.

Q. What is the single most important reason for your success?

A. I think it’s my good looks [laughs]. Actually, I think we’d be bankrupt if we put it on that.
The real answer is work ethic and determination. If the job’s not done then it’s not done, but it will be done before I quit. I only leave a job once it meets my standards – and I have very high standards, being OCD to a degree.
Although I love it, sleep is for the weak – I sleep four hours a night on average. There’s never enough time and if I’m doing something unproductive, it might be fun in the moment but I feel like I wasted that time and I can never get it back. That’s okay every so often, but I would rather put that time and energy into something more productive.
I have heard that the best learning environment isn’t one in which you’re given the answer, but one in which you’re given the environment to learn the answer.
Entrepreneurship is about getting a really good environment, but with no answers. That’s pretty much how I run my business: if it works, I’ll keep doing it and, if not, then I’ll have to adjust. There’s so much to learn about business and how it works, its impacts and potential, so it’s a fascinating field to study and be in.
I see entrepreneurship as the most fascinating and exciting career path. It’s limitless – financially, intellectually, and socially.

Q. How have people around you reacted to your success?

One of Emil's trucks, trailers and mowers.

A. When I was younger, even though they respected my work, my friends would say, “What are you doing this weekend? Still mowing those lawns, huh? Well, that stinks because we’re going to the pool this weekend and you should come…but you can’t.”
It eats at you after a while. But it turned around when I got older and could drive and I could choose, “Which one of my five trucks do I want to drive to school today?” Or when you actually had your own money to take girls out on dates – not allowance money mommy and daddy gave you.
For my family, I know that I have made them proud. My parents let me chart my own course with the business, as long as I was enjoying it. They weren’t going to step in and intervene. So I haven’t seen any special treatment, except when I need a little bit of financial help. Since they are both entrepreneurs, they know what it takes to run a business and they aren’t going to sugarcoat it. They aren’t going to feel sorry for me when I have to work long hours.

Q. Anything else you would like to add?

A. I didn’t think of what I did as being an entrepreneur until I won some awards and that funny word happened to be in the title. I think kids need to not be afraid of the word ‘entrepreneur’. It took me a while just to learn how to spell it.
What I’ve done isn’t hard. Anyone can do it. I’m not a genius, nor do I come from a wealthy background. I’ve built my business from the ground up and today it’s my baby, a child I am hoping to raise to serve as my retirement account when I get older – much like my mom’s plan for me [laughs].

this is what i should warn my 16 years old self

16 years old version of me dreamed about 

1. having at least a degree in economy/finance/ any business related course

2. super cool job at private company that she doesnt care much about working through day and night

3. living in a studio apartment. it must be a studio apartment.

4. by no 3, she strictly mean it all by herself. 

5. having enough money for everything she wish to have. u know the part when u flip a magazine or stare at a fab ads of magical product and the feeling of ' i want it - right now' and never ran out of money.

6. by all of the above, she want to have it all before she turns 25, because she wants to get married at the age of 25.

and that is exactly what she has in mind. without a glimpse of reality that all of the above would change due to whatever reason exist in this world. the thing is she is so eager to have all of the fine things in her arm to feel like she is on top of the world. big mistake girl. u shouldnt ask for anything as selfish as that! how could u to have a thought of living by your own? do you seriously think that it would work?